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Trust

A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.
The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter:
"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said:
"No, Dad. You hold my hand."
"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father.

"There's a big difference," replied the little girl.
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...

This story reminds of the few friends that i trust completely , which is jeryln and daryl. For the rest of the friends , it's either i have nvr trusted them or i have once trusted them but lost my trust in them.....

Oh hi!

HAHA IT'S JERLYN HERE.
You know what, Ryan secretly thinks I'm awesome. It's true. Teehee.

Tired......

Today , woke up then cab-ed to sch.

Math , no cher come , then i slept , aloy tries disturbing mi and i saw him coming, When i jump and look at him , he was holding scotchtape attach to a paper-.-. Went on to kick his arse.

Chinese period , some malay cher come in , say relief for math , everyone give shocked face. Actually wad happen was mrs liew gave her the wrong time , LOLOL , damm epic fail.

Then deh.. deh.. deh.. deh...... , ms ho came in the class with lollis :D , so nice. Slack for the rest of the lesson with ppl saying "RYAN IS IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH........ : my mother , kar qi father (wth?) , jannelle(-.-) , and so on and so forth.......

Assembly , see ppl go up the stage get stuff , come down , finish .

Go foyer , give form to mdm hazwah , go up the bus and sleep the whole trip.

Came out , saw mac , kl came complaining to mi "See la i so hungry , just now nvr pei mi at sch eat". Went in two lines outside sci centre , sat down like pri sch kids. Pei cheuk heng find cb , then keep touching mi-.- , that gay guy , everytime touch either my leg , back or chest-.- , like "-slap my leg- Ryan!!!!!! LOOK AT THAT CHER , the tit so small and yet......"(shall not continue (:

Anw after a few times of him touching mi , i got annoyed and say stop touching mi la , it got backfired and he punch mi. after that , he change place with shao kai (which was beside mi) and keep touching mi , after that horible experience , isa and daryl join in the game of touching ryan -.-. Then as pri sch kids pass by mi on my left , isa came up with a great idea and asked the kid to touch mi , so one kid used a cardboard to -poke , poke , poke- mi , sheesh.....

Finally can enter , went to do the booklet , at the end kl falls , fortunately for him , his SJAB .

Went mac to eat before bus came....

Wenpow: Eh , ryan , when go the movie?

Mi: Wad movie? There isn't a movie....

Wenpow: Then the ticket? -shows mi the sci centre ticket-

Mi: -burst out laughing- That's the ticket to sci centre la u idiot.

LOL. Then in the bus back to sch.

Mi: Eh , wenpow i thought u had to go for the MOVIEEE?

Wenpow: Fck u.

The rest of the trip i will describe with four words "China ppl very bad one" , opps just cancel the 'one' :)

Went home , found out i took kl book back home , lol. Went straight to bed and took out 'Man VS Beast' , then after putting my book down , i closed my eyes , then... blank.

Had a dream that startled mi up which i forgot instantly after i woke up , went telling my dad and mum i slept while sitting up :) , SITTING UP AND SLEEP LEH , cos i first time ma. Went to bathe and here i am blogging :D.

Headache

Today was fun.
Started with a rush to school as usual-.-. Reach sch, was shocked today had breakfast(YAY!) and had to buddy some si chuan students from some sch i forgot:x. Interaction and Art first period nth interesting happen.

8.50 , run to AVA room to get buddies. After meeting my buddy(Yi something , darn it , my memory so fail :( sry buddy...) , we went to the hall to take a photo , then glen ask mi stand at the front -.- , then got some grumble from some sec 3 girls behind mi so i step one step down the steps:) , see i so nice:).

After the photos , got PRESENTS:)))))))) , dunno wad is inside but the wrapping got "I luv U" one , LOL. Then went back to Art class, about 5 to 10 min till period over, jacob say he saw my buddy seeing the cher's two watermelon , so i asked him , LOL. Period over le , cher shout at us to line up in 2's , then saw timothy got 2 present , one of his present from my buddy , so i got a abit jealous:x , begged tim's buddy for his panda , but to no avail:(. After that suddenly he gave mi , dunno why , but later on i found out is my buddy persuade him give mi with reasons :) , so nice , thanks buddy:). Meanwhile , sufyan keep stepping on my feet damm hard-.- , thanks sufyan....

Sci lesson , talk to him about him , apparently , he lives in sch for 6 days a week , only fri can go home): , so sad sia....

Recess , walk around aimlessly , then isa go disturb him "Hey , u got watch porn? u know , pooooooooornn?"

Buddy:-stares at him- LOL.

Home econ,

Cher:Name mi some of the processed food.

Class:-silences-

Then the malay cher at the bck ask y , then i say cos the subject very boring , not meh? The cher said "Ya" , LOL. I grin and said wad u say? She said i said , "ya ya papaya" , -.-.

Buddy gets bored , malay cher at the back tries talk to him in CHINESE , AND english , LOL , mix until i dunno wad she talking , then dunno how explain to buddy with curious face , then she kick my chair -.-.

15 min to period end , buddy hands mi a book with qn of contact , i gladly wrote my details down , then the malay cher was like , "Then mi leh?" LOL. And the cher keeps playing with my panda doll , like pressing it's head down -.-.

Goodbyes):!!!!!

Walk with buddy down the road to AVA room.

Reach there , WOAH!!!!!! , BUFFET!!!!!! There was chicken rice, fruit punch , different type of cooking with chicken , vegie. Dessert: pudding , fruit tart and long flour with chocalate topping filled with custard thingy.

I practically stuff myself , and i savour every mouthful , cos here i am eating while the rest of the class r studying math:x.

After eating start walking around again , see wl , jia yi , jer and yan yi les togather , dunno wad they doing...

Soon , the time was up , i had to say goodbye with my buddy , and i ended it with a awesome classic handshake:)

After sch , kq say one walk to my house then rain , then i complain all the way back home , lol.

And he drive mi nuts , during the way bck home and in my house , he acted crazy as usual alone with mi , dunno why he always so crazy when alone with mi one-.-. At my house , he see my dog at first then very scared -.- , so i decided to disturb him , i ask my dog to jump on him and he's like 'Noooooo, fck u". Then at 4.30 , he finally left my house , HAHA , i very happy now:x.

And with that i sign off.

Tragedy

I spent like hours trying to find this quote until jeryln help me , cos last time i came across it , so u better read it....

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Very sad rite? i almost cried when i first read it :X.And pls tag before u leave since this is my first post , ty:).Oh and before i forget , credits to jeryln for helping mi find:).